Well I did it, I survived my first week with out Maire. This was the first time she's been away from me longer than a day. I wasn't to worried about my self as I was about her. I was just worried how she'll handle the whole situation. Apparently she did just fine. That made me better to hear that. I did well. I cried the second night she was gone. I can't really explain how I felt. It kinda felt like I didn't even have a kid, then when I seen everything of hers reality kicked back in. It was kinda weird not having to wake up in the middle of the night for a feeding, to not have to change a diaper, or pick up any toys. I have become so accustom to living the mother life that I forgot what it's like to do stuff and have time for my self. This was a positive experience for me. It makes me appreciate my daughter allot more. Like I said earlier I did OK, but I had to keep my self really busy to keep my mind occupied, and off of Maire. It helped me out allot when Nick's mom sent photos. It made me happy to see that Maire was happy and having a fun time with her grandma. I also liked the piece and quiet, but don't get me wrong, I'm not going to be shipping off Maire again anytime soon.
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